hello dear blog .i mback.
my days...wanna keep it happy.but in reality world u cant really do that perfectly.
there are times of stress.misunderstandings.arguments,blablabla

i had arguments with my friends today.i was really depressed afterthat.on that moment,i told myself: vivien,u promised that u must love.loveeeeeeeee.
okay.i did it.but i think is wasnt goood enough.i really dont want all this to continue.i got no idea to stop all this.
dear lord jesus,may u pls tell me how i gonna face it.how i gonna got through all this.give me strenght.give wisdom to go through.most importantly teach me to love.i trust you and i believe in you.amen

busy.but love it

school days are always busy and is not going to end till form5 .

schools.then tuitions and tuitions.then church.youth service.

is really tiring.stressful.



i changed my thinking these days, not to hate it but lovee it.not to runn aaway from it, but face it.

i saw this scene while i was walking on the flyovers.that is to appreciate the school days...



before biology tuition,me and few of my besties went to mcd for lunch.we walked to the tuition centre then. we really have fun, not to say fun..but the kind of joy in my heart.we were walking through flyovers,passing traffic lights and crossing the busy roads..and we were like fooling around and talking about korean guys and stuff like that.haha.

time will not flies back, but going on day by day..in few years time..we wont be wearing our school uniforms and fooling around along the road.we dun have tuitions anymore.cant spend so much time with our besties either.



just love the days we had.appreciate it.be happy.like me.lol

loveeeee

long time didnt update my blog.done many stuff between this dayss:

my very 1st time to hockey competition.got closer with my hockey team members.really understand what is Teamwork.got really touched by a hockey player from mc,although their school have lost,she come near to our crowd..bowed and said THANK YOU ,PGS.

although our school cant go into semi-finals..but still OUR SCHOOL IS THE BEST! we really done our best this time.

lost in the competition but ended up eating in kfc..

went to my church annual discovery camp(dc camp) in Port Dickson.is a wonderful and nice place.
it was wonderffful! everything was great..the food.the resorts.most importantly i have a good time with God.he answered all my needs and question.i meet a lot of new friends from KB.
i miss them from the day i come back from camp.
the theme in this camp was 'have you got love?'..
i really see the loveee in this camp.love between friends,the leaders,team-mates,room mates...
the prayer was powerful.most of us received healing and restoration from God.
Discovered more knowledge from the Word of God during the workshop. no regrets going to this camp.
DC CAMP ROCKSS!

what i usually do on friday

i loveeee friday...my mood in school is supergood on friday.weekendss yay!! no school...
every friday i have to folllow mum to cell cause my tuition is just an hour afterthat.
i meet rachel.japhia.daniel.and extras extras.we go cell because of

FOOOOOODDDD!!!

HAHA.food, glorious food!

except for food..is also a kinda gathering for us 'students' after five days of school..how stressful.
we will act like super crazy and retarded to release our 'tensions'.lolz
and sometimes birthday parties toooo...

this picture shakes cause rachel can't stand

jay and my weight anymore..

a very very delayed post!!

rachel's surprise party...

this is rachel...

yeah..we made her a surprise party..japhia made rachel to stay in the church until 2nd service end.actually she got nothing to do in the church..cruu-eeel japhia.

we arrived rachel's house around 11.30am..

after preparing all the stuff..we waited for rachel in her study room..

is kinda bored to WAIT

random picturessss...

see pris boringlookingface...

jay and kah yee fooling around with balloons...
then..go back to her boring position

around 12.30pm..we received nicholas sms that they r coming bac from church in 15 minutes time..joses and johnson decided to hide below her study table.both of them squeeze inside and they look so gayy...

both of them were so hot inside there..

then johnson learned to make used of his place..

the girls stand in front to cover them..

but at last....it doesnt really work..

i only have the pictures at the begining part..to see more pictures, can check out in kah yee's facebook profile. we really hav a great time..this is my first time get invited in a surprise party..rachel expression was too happytosayanythingandstillinashocked. RACHEL, I LOVEEE YOUU!

i loveeee youu

shinee!!!

they r just perfect..

my form 4 life

one word to describe: BUSY
tuitions tuitions and tuitions..ahhhhhhhhh
some ppl may asked that why u need to go tuitions for almost every subject...

let see...
add maths:
student:teacher...teacher why the equations need to be simplify and why izit negative?
teacher:ohhh..cause the answer given is like that..
student:?! we dont get answers in exam time.
teacher: ...gave us a really cold smile.....

physics:
teacher: the skalar(scalar) and vector you all tahu(understand)??

dont choose to teach physics if you dont speak english.


Moral:
teacher:( he has this violent syndrome...he love to bang his book on the blackboard and throw the chalk on the floor after finish writing) .....

any yeahhh...thats why all of us go tuitions....

i went to a lot new tuitions lately and i found out that i m out of the peacefullycomfortableeeandwarm zone.not anymore.things changed in form 4.

a got lots and lots of picture to post but i really got no time.i going to youth service now.and i m lateeeeeee...