[MV HD] B2ST - Beautiful [english subs+romanization+hangul]

i dont like beast but the song is nice and addictive.

love it soo much.

Jaeson Ma - Glory ft. Caleb Lin

wanna share this video to all the christians and also all the ppl in the world.

i find it strong and powerful and wanna make me walk closer with him.

blink blink** ..ouch!

heyy..blog.

my blog is pretty dead.i had made some little changes to make it not too boring.

just finish my finals..the results came out was-"the answer that u reply when mummie asked about yr results" OKAY LA. I WILL DO BETTER NEXT TIME.

school after exams is boring. today i slept in the class for about 4 periods.a good and lovely nap.i love the weather for this few weeks.it was cold,cloudy and humid.and it was GREYY! I love greyy..my friends think i m crazy that i love weird colors and weird stuff.anyway,this kinda weather lemme to hav good mood and i dont get mad easily.

4 girls from thailand came and visit our school today.they came to our class and it was like awkward** ..we dont know what to say or what to

talk about.is kinda hard having conversation with them.they do

nt study malay duhh.. or chinese i thought they do and they are poor in english. but i think they enjoyed themselves experiencing high school life in malaysia...talking different languages

and dialeks,tasting different kind of foood, knowing more about the culture here and yea.. even different uniforms.

they wear white blouse , dark blue skirt (which is almost 4inches after the knee ) and with a black belt which is actually hidden and black shoes with white socks.u get what i mean right?! teeehee.

to all the anak malaysia: be grateful that our country still hav sense of fashion.we wear BETTER SCHOOL UNIFORMS. dont ever complain about how boring and ugly our uniforms are.*i used to complain about our school uniforms* woah..i feel so patriotic now.

dear english

wow..it has been long that i did not post up any blog.i have been lazy..about blogging.anyway..i m here!!!
i m still having exams..my finals!!
tmr's subject is english.woohhooo.my favourites.hee
but i dont feel good.this time.i felt heavy pressure.studying in a chinese school,my english is consider good.i had been praise by my schoolmates and desk mate..but seriously in reality,uhhuh..u guys know me.hahaha

i was having brilliant result for my english in my previous.i was proud of myself of course.i m afraid this time.i m afraid that i cant do so well like the previous exam..
i know i shoudnt thought of all this.i should be positive.
my mum was encouraging me just now and she called me to do my best.but the more i of it,i felt worse.ahhh...

a prayer for myself:
Father Lord,i uphold myself into yr hands.i m having english exam tmr.let to have faith and wisdom when i m doing my papers.let the flow of tenses and my grammar will be smooth..take away all the fears and worries that i m having right now.i know WITH GOD ALL THE ARE POSSIBLE :) pls do help me Lord.i love you.amen

writing the post lemme feels better.so..i can do it right?! YEA!! *I KNOW IS LAME*
good luck on my papers tmr.

for the Lord will always be in my heart...

i doesnt seems to like it.but i have to accept it.

my holidays seems to be- putting inotherwords settle you to a place for a long time.just like a little girl sent to a childcare centre for a whole day and fetch you when is time.

a teenage girl doesnt like it that way.but she have no choice but to understand and follow.

the things that i done the most during this feel days are swimming and going to the gym.the only place to hang out with my friends and have some fun.

this morning i went swimming again with my bestie-siaoli.had a great fun there.
i saw my childhood friends there.OMG,is just darn awkward and embarrassing.
turning back to the days..we used to spent most of the time fooling around in the pool and 3 of us loves to swim.it had been a long time that we did not contact each other and today,we met again coincidentally in the pool. i was staring at the pool and thinking the days we have fun it the pool.

i missed you guys.yes.both of you. :)

and

I LOVE SWIMMING.

tasteofsourandbitter

i doesnt really feel good right now.i dont understand.i couldnt stop thinking about my friends my family and my own problems. i've even asked myself why all this stuff happen to me? why me again?

well..i do really have question myself about what i did to my friends and my behavior..sometimes is just wasnt me.THEREALME. turning to friends..i m selfish.seriously.i admit it.

i m sick the past few days or maybe weeks.things was in a mess.i cant follow the beat..the classwork.homework.tuition's work.everything was undone and unknown.

i m better now.after writing this post.but there are still a uncomfortable feeling twisting in my heart.
Lord,i pray for comfort and peace of mind.may u continue to guide me to face all the hardships.mo matter how hard izit i know Lord u will be right beside me.i need you and i love you Lord.amen.

the sweetness of music

lots of feelings flow into my heart yesterday during my piano class.

I HATE THURSDAY..seriously
thursday is a day that i have the most tuition.that means more homeworks.another word which is no resting.sometimes i seems to sick of my routine and i just wanna get rid of it.

things go smooth this thursday.manage to do my stuff accordingly,at least i dont go crazy or retarded..*laughs*

yesterday's piano class was okay..until i was overwhelmed by listening music and chords by other students.there was a grown up woman learning beginner's classical music..i just sat at the side as usual to wait for my transport.everything goes normal until my teacher taught her to play chords which are hillsongs..the songs just melts my heart.the melodies..the music just run into my mind..thought of many things at that moment..God spoke to me at that time and let me sees the determination of the woman as she is just a beginner struggles but enjoyed to play and to serve him.
no matter how hard things goes..there is always a way to change it.
'every problems that we are facing,there is always a purpose from the Lord'
this is how i came out from the dark that everyone hates.

i really really wish that i can play like the woman by playing whole heartedly facing to the Lord.

there was a adorable little girl waiting for her turn to start her lesson.i realized that she a serious short sightedness..she struggled when she sight read the notes but she doesnt give up and continue doing the same actions until gets it.i was really touched by watching that..on the other way ppl like me have no problem with my sight or hearing did not put as much effort like the little girl.

change.thats what i should be doing now.