Thursday, January 27, 2011

Form 5

i start off my school miserably.was in a blur for the past few weeks.I kept loosing my belongings and i out totally out of focus.
was too comfy in the two months holiday...
ended up struggling in homework and tiredness...AND PEER PRESSURE FOR SPM!

i wasnt in a good mood yesterday.i showed temper to clarice during lesson.she is my sponsee aka piano teacher.Clarice, i m sorry.
i was depressed and i cant control my emotion.negative thoughts just run through my mind.



i guess i need GOD.
he is the one who can help me going through the hard times.
he is the only one who can
CHANGE ME.

Saturday, January 15, 2011

pictures from watch night sevice

i dont know what happen to my bloggg..i can moved the pics that i have uploaded.soo..this is it.












Saturday, January 1, 2011

1.1.11

the first day of the year!! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

I had great fun in watch night service yesterday.
oh my gosh..2011.i m form 5 now.SPM!! is kinda scary but i have to conquer it.
i believe this..with God all this are possible. i must start this year with a positive opening.
thank God for what you have given me in 2010.may u please continue to bless me and my family this year.hehe

my NEW YEAR RESOLUTION:
  1. study hard for SPM

  2. not easily tempted.

  3. arrange my time properly.

  4. anyway,always fo the right thing.
May Lord take away all my hindrances and unhappiness from the past and make it a great start.

Monday, December 27, 2010

the black and white puppet


jiggle bells jiggle bells jiggle all the way~ IS CHRISTMAS!

i did a dance for christmas with japhia(who choreograph it)with rachel.joses.pris.hilda and dhana.
we had just a few practice and we did it!
our character in the dance is a puppet.we pose and we move like a puppet.haha.
and thanks jayhia for teaching us such a creative dance with love and patience.LOL

i love Christmas.is a remembrance of the birth Jesus.is a great thing that we celebrate it.


the dance:)





Tuesday, December 14, 2010

overcomers!


WE ARE THE OVERCOMERS!

On the10th and 11th of December,we have a conference-'OVERCOMERS' from Mike Pilavachi.
He was a fantastic speaker.He emphasize a lot on LOVE...that we christians need to show more love to the world out there and be a good example as a christian.This is the way to reach out to them,using LOVE to melt their heart and believe God as their saviour.

Mike Pilavachi really has his own way of preaching.The way he express his word indirectly but at the same time u understand what he is trying to say.The wonderful thing till now i can still remember his preaching.LOL

i felt the presence of God at the 2nd night of conference.before that night,i was worried that i cant get back to the Lord anymore...i dun feel any connection with HIM and i m nt focus either.
That night,i released all my burden onto him and i heard...
Vivien,u can always come back.You belong right here,right beside me.

Rac came to me and she said clear out all the brokenness deep down yr heart...by tonight go out as a new you...something like that.I was touched..really really touched.THANK YOU,RACHEL I LOVE YOU!

i belong to you,Lord.

the funny speaker-Mike Pilavachi

worship session.(me..infront of the white shirt guy)


aw..he is so cute.(mike's team)


the winner of the fearfactor challenge.is an ipad!!

Saturday, November 27, 2010

achivement doesnt mean successful

HOLIDAY.this holiday was special. I..

LEARN SOMETHING.LOST SOMEONE.GAIN MORE

First of all,my mum went china,wenzhou for some working+vacation for 9 days.but later her business was kinda great..she delayed her flight back to msia 3 days later,which means she went china for 12 days.
i thought when my mum was gone..it was a total FREEDOM for me and my roomie man yee.
we could go out 4 movies and lepaking whenever we like it :)
i was wrong.it didnt really happen like what i was imagine.

this is me and man yee.this was the last night...spending together :(

her mum call up to pick her up back to Kelantan after 3 days my mum went china.ahhh...
isnt much time left.i wanted to create more memories before she is gone to kl..
soo we went jusco for movies and lost world-this hap
piest day with her

anndd..after lost world..i watched her packing up herstuff and she is gone.no coming back ipoh anymore. It was total heartbroken.my mum went china,she left me,i became a loner.
staying together for 6 months..i cant accept in a sudden that she is gone.
that night i was depressed,i miss my mum and i miss my roomie.



i miss my mum was not because i miss my mum.(what a ridiculous sentence) i was worried about her.she did not cal bac for 3days.from the day she reach china.her phone cant get through and i gt none of her friend's phone num.ughhh...she called back FINALLY.3 days later.

so i was alone..still not used to man yee left me.but time goes by, im better now.got back the old me.INDEPENDENT AND the girl who happy-ing around.

the happy-ing around thing.HA-HA

ohhh yah..i forgot to talk about my aunty.she came from penang to take care of my grandma and cook 4 us.but her COOKING SUCKS.totally sucks!!!!!!!!!
me.a girl who hates kitchen can cook 10 times better than her.i m serious.

the creative recipe she cooked for each day:

day1: soup which contains sausages,meatballs,fishballs,Taiwanese sausages...


day2:bitter gourd soup with grilled pork in it.it turned out to be super oily.

day3: the ajinamoto from instant noodle..she took it ou
t and did a fried vege. IT WAS SUPER SALTY.

day 4:she burned my bowl !!!

the following days: i tried to get rid of her food.i went out for lunch and dinner whenever i get chances LOL.

TODAY:I had porridge for dinner.It wasnt porridge actually.it was rice with some water that have meatballs in it.wonderful right?!

p.s.: everything she finished her cooking the kitchen turn out to be very dirty.
i cant stand it anymore.i clean the whole kitchen after she done her cooking.i dont clean kitchen when my mum was around.i mean i dun clean the house.heeee

but believe me.i've changed.i clean the house now.okay.every single stuff girls suppose to do.this is what i GAIN i guess.haha.

My mum is coming back later.no special feelings about it.i m use to being alone now.kinda enjoy it.

annnnyyyway...there is a prayer for my mum.

Lord,i uphold my mum to u Lord.she is coming back malaysia now.May u always be with her and take care of her and send yr angels to surround her.pray that everything will go smooth and she will come bac safely.thank you,Lord.
I LOVE YOU.
amen.








Sunday, November 21, 2010

orang asli visitation November21,2010

CE youth ant the young adults went to a orang asli village in Chenderiang.
The people there had low income and they still produce a lot kids.HA-HA

The place was unhygienic,the water there wasnt clean and it had irregular electrical supply.thepeople there mostly have skin disease and other sickness.

And...here we are!! we did a free medical check up sessions with them and got some supplements for them.

It was a new experience for me..helping people in needs.

APPRECIATE WHAT WE HAVE PEOPLE!!

thank God for what you provide me every single day.

PICTURES TIME!!!

the team!!



the kids..

me!!!



medical check ups


packing gifts for them :)


exploring around..i look so nerddd

the finalle.lunch time!

thanks japhia and jeremy for the pictures!