leftout

i went to church today as usual..[but a bit late.lol]
done everything as usual...but 3 of my close friend never come...
i sit with sharon 2day..she is fine
but i think pris is not fine..i think she is mad at me..
after service,pris.sandy.juliet talk smth tat i hav no idea wat they are talking about..
in that second ,i really feel left out..actually i feel leftout all the time..[i just dun wan 2 talk about]
i just shut myself up and be quite..
then i when back home early..
i just felt leftout between the friends..haiz

in the evening..
i went to clarice's x'mas party[my piano teacher]
i have a piano performance..
i m sooo nervous..haha
i have a great time there..play around..fool around..
the main thing is ...i 4get all the unhappy things..
i really admire my piano teacher..she had done a party on her own soo successful!