delayed post #3: my birthday in the library!

okay.this is way to long to update my delayed post.hahahahaa.before i lost the memories,i better blog it.LOL

i spent my 17th birthday in the library! wowww.full of books and spm! what a historical moment.anyway,this year was my best birthday ever.although is in the library,but all my geeks and besties where there..so who cares about the venue?

and thenn,my and classmates called up and we had dinner in oh!sushi.wooohoooo. for supper,my childhood mate brought me to sidewalk ice-cream and i was sooooooooooo full.my stomach was basically bloated!

my best 17th birthday ever!!!!!!!!

delayed post #2: the last days before the WAR!

spm are around the corner,NORMAL STUDENTS would be having sleepless nights of just to study.but US,we put down our books and pencils fooling around with our mates.still doing all kind of crazy stuffs in the class____just to create more memories before HIGH SCHOOL ENDS.

all of our friends,even our besties will leave us.seperating apart from the "gangs" to seek their own passion

i miss wearing my school uniform.

delayed post #1:graduation party

soo this is the end of high school.we got to do something special to end it perfectly no?

i had my graduation DAY 1 week after trials.we were ordered to do a 8 minutes presentation.billions idea were suggested, but we ended up doing a scenario attach with dancing and singing.

THE DANCE

the dance was separated into 3 parts. is some kind of a transformation concept from the 80s-90s and the 21st century.i m in the 21st century group and we decided to use the korean song "i m the best" from 2NE1. me.ann.siaoli.tsething choreograph some of the dance moves and learn the dance in 1 day! we r not professionals but we poured our heart out for this dance

this are the links to the videos:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fp8lcq6-mpM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HbP1P2Sm560 (encore version)

the dance was not really perfect but is we have put in the BEST effort and we are still the BEST!

THE PARTY

we *scream*like fan girls when we were watching our mates performing.enjoyed ourselves much! and we took alott pictures.







i was overwhelmed in the party.everything was awesome.it was the last time to fellowship with our schoolmates. THE DANCE was the best thing. the team had made it so well.is not how well the dance moves are or even the best costumes but the team spirit we had to make this successful.

soo maybe in future when we grow older,we can at least tell our kids what we done in our high school. LOL

one subject more:chinese

i m back blogging.during this period i've been through ups and downs.happiness and sorrows.

i will slowly update my blog with the #delayed post. :) smilesss

spm is coming sooo soon.btw,my results in trials sucks.

emm.life have been well these days.went to birthday parties,took a lot cool pictures.bang to alot new groupies.

my spiritual life was like a roller coaster. ups and downs and phewwwweeee.

but i've heard this from the Lord: i put u in this position for a reason.do not follow what the WORLD does.

i know exactly what it means :)

aku.me.myself

i m proud to be myself. in the past,i feel small and nothing.

although i still havent find what my strengths are,i feel comfortable and great to be my own.doing my own decisions and the way i acted.i've become really myself these days,being more 'real'.

i may not as good as how the way they dress.

i may not as smart as them.

i may not as fluent as how they speak english.

i may not as bright as the way they acted.

is okay.i have walked over.people might be better than you but i believe everyone of us have their own virtue.i believe i've my own strength.the Lord will show me as time comes.just like Theo says : WHERE DOES YOUR CONFIDENCE LIE?

i close my eyes

when i close my eyes,i see a beautiful shadow of a girl standing in between holding both their parents' hands.

when i close my eyes,i see great things happen.

when i close my eyes, i see a bright shine striking my vision.

when i close my eyes,i see peace and love that warms me.

when i close my eyes,i see a long and narrow road that takes me to the future.

soooooooooo.is has been very long that i did not update anything.

spm trials with be on in 2 weeks.which means spm is gonna start so soon.

where is my passion? where is my big dreams and great thoughts?

Lord,i need you.give me wisdom.

the child that got no U-turn

The children in the word today suffered in internet addiction.the parents,especially in China were worried about the children.to get rid of this "youth culture",a training camp (like a rehab center for drug addict) named 'Qihang Salvation Training Camp' was established in China, Guangxi.

this is the campsite.look like a rundown jail

A 15-year-old chinese boy named DengShenshan was facing the same problem like some other youths in this nation.His grade drops and he was in a over-weight condition due to his addiction.His parents decided to sent him to this 'training camp' to end his bad behaviour.

Shenshan parents' handed 7000 yuan and left him.immediately,the instructor made him run laps around the basketball court.after running 30 laps,he stumbled and fell.the instructor hit him with a wooden chair and it broke.he begged for him to stop and pushed himself up continue running.after running half a court he collapsed again,"do you want to run again?"the instructor yelled.right after that he swung a plastic chair to the boy.Shenshan was bleeding from his mouth,eyes,and nose.later,he was taken to the hospital.Shenshan was pronounced de

ad after 14hours in the camp.

deng shenshan,the day before he went into the camp.

More than a dozen people were arrested for his death.The founder of the camp,who branded himself a educational and psychological expert had never ever been to high school.Shenshan parents' mentioned that the camp had advertise in government-run television stations and even in the government school.

-taken from Readers Digest-

I was really surprise about this incident after reading the article.there were people that deceive children's life because of money.A place that suppose to change one's life turn into a place of horror.

46 days!

46 days to my trial.omg!

sorry for not updating my blog for sooo long. irene told me to update my blog..i was like woww..there's someone that visit my blog. LOL

oh yeah! to irene: congratz of getting full scholarship is aust! take care! belanja me watch movie wen u r back.hahahaha

Anyway,46 days...i didnt take it seriously until last week?! i started my revision.goshh...i gonna regret this if i dont take action now.SPM is just one in your lifetime.nobody wants to take twice.

school was fine and crazy as usual. but for spiritually and mentally,i did grew alot. things change,people will change.this we how we grow by changing.changing our attitude and character into better is positive.my view of looking at someone now is different now,not just the surface.

peaceeee!

a promise from daddy

dad leaved this little girl when she was 5.she was pissed off with her dad that leaves her and her mom,

deeply in her heart,she miss her dad so badly.

as this little girl grew up to a teenager she slowly understands her dad and the anger in her heart was gone.

this few months,she always thought about her dad and hope that he will call back one day.

she is very sensitive to the scenes of father and daughter playing around..hugging and comforting their children. she always thought about her dad at those moments and hoping her dad can do the same thing to her.

there was this young boy talking to his dad on the phone:"daddy,when are u coming back?"his dad which was beside me answered :"daddy will come back soon.as long as the job here is done, daddy will come back." immediately her eyes swelled up with tears.she hopes there was the reply from her dad.

until one day,her dad call back.she were indeed happy and her mom pass the phone to her and called her to talk to her dad.she took the phone..heard his voice and she called her papa(in mandarin) for the 1st time after so many years.she had a short conversation to her dad.

the main thing that her dad said was "daddy promise you to call you more frequent"....

she was really glad that her dad still remember that he still has a daughter over here. :))

i love you.daddy.

just be myself

everyone PLEASE BE YOURSELF.dont try to copy anyone else.everyone have their very own characters.that is the best of you.

i have friends that i treat them well but they didnt treat me important in returned.i always felt left out and felt like a total loser in the past.u will feel bad when they didnt call you out or didnt do anything for you on yr birthday.

is not that.God created everyone of us differently.we shouldnt follow this trend as everyone of us are the special ones created by the Lord.

i was really glad that i realised this.i feel great being myse

lf and i always think ima a very important person.i m sure that being yourself will definitely find true friends.

pictures from DC 2011

THERE WERE CRAZY LOT PICTURES FROM DC CAMP.more than a thousand pictures.i will just post up the part of the pictures.we got really nice and high quality pictures.(they speak DSLRs)

this is kampar.i always thought kampar is a ulu place.

but seee....is sooo nice!

briefing from ps.elijah

the awesomeeeeeee sessions :)

firstly,worship sessions

word by the leaders

(ding.terrence.onn tian.clarice.theo.mun siong)

prayer time...

THE CRAZIEST THING IN THE WHOLE CAMP.the forfeit after games!!!

funny dance

this is the epic one.

dhana was putting melted chocolate on nic's face.(with their feet!)

while nic put flour on dhana's face

theo chewed banana and fed the boys with garbage costume

MAKAN TIME

mcdonalds!!!

this was not so good,we were given exotic food for dinner.

dish1: flying fox dish2:wildcat dish3:waterfish

OUTING.

waterfall at lata kinjang

the beach.teluk batik

TESTIMONIES

satisfied looking leaders and pastors

our super geng youth pastor.PASTOR ELIJAH

THE FINALLE

group photos!

dc camp 2011

we had joy,we had fun,we had seasons in the sky..

the most precious of all, we brought back a word from the Lord.

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

the happy-ing girl appeared!