everyone but except me

i dont want to talk much ...
but the 'ppl' will know
i m not happy that day..i m a little bit mad..
i thought u guys r my best friends..u all r just left me out..
i really feel left out..am i still in the gang?
i really dont like this feeling!

dream

everyone has their own dream.
yesterday,after school students from yellow house have to stay back for 'sukantara'
we do many sports like long jump..high jump and more..
while waiting for the others ...me and my gang[junko,chi yan,pik sin]seated on a shady stool at the side of the school..
then,we started talking..[girls love to talk!]
at first, chi yan was talking about her holiday in singapore..then i went into it and say that my cousins are living in singapore.....then we started talking about singapore schools..A levels...their dreams....
the main thing is everyone of us wanted to study hard -go to a good university-get a good job and be a successful person
for me..i must set a goal in my life and be a successful person like the other ppl
i want my dreams to come true...and i also hope that all their dreams will also come true!

something happen

today is my first day of school after the chinese new year
as usual,we have our 'perhimpunan' before classes start..
i am a 'pengawas' .....so i have to stand at the back until it ends
.....before 15minutes the perhimpunan ends...
i fainted!
i dunno why..maybe never get enough sleep..[cny..i think]
that minute i feel things and ppl turning black and white.
i panicked a bit..and my friends calm me down...
my friends told me that my lips were white[is just like a vampire]
i feel a bit embarrassing tooo..
haiz..nvm lar..just forget it!